In 2016, I was 40 weeks pregnant when I was told my baby’s heart had stopped beating. I was 23 years old, and I didn’t know that babies could die, let alone at such a late gestation. I have been living a nightmare ever since. Following an outpouring of love and support from my community, […]
Dear Rainbow Baby, You are not a resolution to hard times, nor the means to the end of my grief. Listen to me when I tell you, your purpose is inherently your own and is not tied to repairing me. You were not born with a job. We do not desire you to be a replacement.
"How in the world could I go through losing a child, but yet feel such ambivalence towards the child I have who is breathing? This is postpartum depression." Read more of Hannah's Aubut's story of loss, love, and the pain of moving forward.