All posts by: Hannah Aubut

Parenting After the Loss of a Child: Hannah’s Reflection on Grief, Guilt, and Joy

In 2016, I was 40 weeks pregnant when I was told my baby’s heart had stopped beating. I was 23 years old, and I didn’t know that babies could die,... Read More

Dear Rainbow Baby, It’s Not Your Job to Repair My Broken Heart

Dear Rainbow Baby, You are not a resolution to hard times, nor the means to the end of my grief. Listen to me when I tell you, your purpose is... Read More

What It’s Like Having a Baby after Stillbirth

"How in the world could I go through losing a child, but yet feel such ambivalence towards the child I have who is breathing? This is postpartum depression." Read more... Read More